Revelation

A lot of feelings…

I want to convey them all..
Everything-
Of shame
Of gratitude
Of pain
Of regret
Of apology

I dont dare to…
Even if I do, I dont know how to say…

I have lost her for ever..What else on earth can be a better and bitter than this?

Its more than I can bear..
Its an apt punishment my lord has decided for me…for all my deeds.

But I want to tell her…
How can I?

Aparna…
How am I to tell you?
I am sorry dear…
I am so unlucky to have lost you…
Its so mean on my part to have pained someone soooooooooooooooooooooo sweet like you…
Its a pity that I couldn’t sense–atleast understand what you speak–abt what you were trying to say…

I am sorry dear..
Sorry…