Result
Results are out today.
67%.
Forensic medicine: 78%
Pharmacology : 70%
Microbiology : 66%
Pathology : 54%
I dont say they declare what I really am.
But they do speak something about me, dont they??
They do warn me against my haphazard approach while I prepare.
They do warn me against my self demotivating tendency when I set out to perform.
She is alive, in our memories.
20 April’08
11:30AM…Forensic lecture gallery..
Was busy examining a skull–trying to identify the sex–when Tarun hurried to me. I looked at him..He was saying something to me.. but I wasn’t ready to believe it…I didn’t really know what was happening to me. The news was—
‘Sruthi hanged herself…she is no more’
… … … … …
Our theory exams had just come to an end. After a gap of 2 to 3 days, we started preparing for practicals.
Suddenly…
She left. And No.20 remains vacant, for ever.
I dont know much about Sruthi. Oh yes, I do remember those four hours with her in Manali(september last year when we were to attend PULSE at AIIMS). That day, we set out in search of an ATM..and ended up roaming in the shopping mall for about 4 hours, chatting all the time.
Have to admit that she is not a coward. Had she been a coward, she couldn’t have taken such a descision.
But,
why didn’t her courage make her fight her problem?
Why did it make her kill herself instead?
I dont understand.
Cant believe that she is no more. Dont even want to believe.
Yes
She is alive,afresh in our memories.
Dawn!
Dawn indeed!!
A bold and desperate attempt–
to wash off dull gloomy shades of melancholy
and smear bright hues all around..
to Transform my world into a lovely place
filled with fragrance of joy and charm!!
